So here I am, in my room - doing shit all. Yet, not really procrastinating...because I do have my work in front of me. (:
Its wednesday, the third day of my study leave and I'm sick of studying! Really annoying thing is that my next exam is in exactly a week; I was working hard from saturday night until tuesday morning.. and then I had my first written exam that afternoon. & I must say, that really messed up my routine. Now all my mind & body wants to do is...well, nothing. Feeling like this ---> (-_-) < Yup, that explains it pretty well.
I've tried focusing, seriously. Did some yoga and meditation, put some music on and just tried to relax and it was going well until I opened up my maths book. Major fucking mergh! So that's where I am, books on the bed, laptop on the bed, pens all over the place, music on blast and I cannot work. I managed to squeeze in some history revision though, (find it SO much easier than maths).
[Oh yeah, some info: I chose History, German & Business Studies for my chosen GCSE subjects. & plan to take English Lit, Psychology, Sociology & History for A-Levels. Then hooopefully, continue with psychology and either get into Clinical Psych or Forensic Psych (maybe even psychotherapy) as a career... yeah I've got it planned, LOL.]
Just thought I should slide that in there 'cause I was talking about school & such.
Anyhow. I really need to get down to work, 'cause I still have 11 exams to go and if I don't revise, I know I'll fail the ones I need the most i.e Maths. Its 1.27, I have a good two hours before I go out & if I was in a studious mood I could work on & mark a past paper; but I'm not.
Okay fuck it. The books are going away, I'm going to make some lunch and if I can get focused by sixish tonight, I'll do some maths then. There you go, problem sorted.
Now.... how do I go about getting these old somali women who consider themselves my relatives out of my house?
You read all of that shizzlesticks? Man, you must really love me.
Now gtfoh.
x





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